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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

it's been 1 week plus now m.azhari not by ma side.. can't met hym .. can't smsing .. and talk on the phone .. miss hym soo much .. just wanna update ya .. last that i wrote on 25th june 09[thurs] .. emm .. last thurs i didn't go aniwhere .. just sit ad home .. do blog,play comp .. on fri also i didn't go aniwhere .. just sit ad home .. sat i go watch prabu with sriulan .. at jln damai .. after watch then straight go back .. rahmat send mie back home .. on sunday i go watch k.kepang again with sriulan .. go watch treo ad eunos .. like usual rahmat fetch mie .. then we met the rest ad b.merah .. from there we all go together .. quite fun .. but still i miss you .. you're not by ma side .. again after watch the show, i straight go back .. keano send mie bck home .. the rest still stay there .. eating,chit-chat .. tat's all ..
love n miss you m.azhari ..

Postedo by S h A S h A @ 11:21 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

ALL the Love we've made can never be erased .. And i promise that you wiLL never be repLaced .. Love is when you don't wanna go to sLeep cos reaLity is better than a dream .. Love is a sLow poison .. ALL i need is you ..! And i miss you ..! Do you feeL the same ..? When i count ma bLessings, i aLways count you too .. I reaLLy need you .. Trust mie .. I won't repeat ma mistakes again .. Pain is what i feeL .. Without you, everything was different .. Without you, i won't be the same .. Hate to see you go .. I Love you & i won't stop loving you .. Thinking off you drives mie crazy bie .. Tears then fLow .. I've gone beyond to see the truth .. You're ma Heart, You're ma SouL, You're ma Everything .. Can i turn back the time & start aLL over again with you ..?

Postedo by S h A S h A @ 12:39 AM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Yesterday i didn't go aniwhere .. Just chiLL at home .. ActuaLLy wanted to go J.West accompany AdeQ .. But tak jadi go .. Just sit at home, pLay comp & do bLog .. At night we went to shop with Grandpa, AdeQ, Qish & Ira .. When AdeQ went home i just rest at bed, thinking of hym .. I hoLd ma tears .. I try to find things to do & to distract myseLf & kiLL the time .. I watch t.v .. Its a funny show .. 'Cinta GiLa' .. But after i watch, i went back to bed again try to sLeep .. But i can't .. I keep thinking of hym .. I miss hys voice, i miss hys joke, i miss hys laughter, i miss hys hug, i miss hys nonsense, i miss everything .. But the most that i miss is hys Hug .. He usuaLLy hug & kiss mie when i wanted to sLeep .. But now .. I can onLy dream he is beside mie .. I cry like heLL everynight ..
* Bie ..! Cepat aLik ..! Aku rindu kau ..! And Bie, nk tau sumtin ..? Tadi when i ask Ira to take sumtin for mie i terpnggiL dea 'Bie' .. And suddenLy i feeL like crying .. MayB im too carried away .. M.azhari, i LOVE & MISS ya sooo much ..! mmuackss ..

Postedo by S h A S h A @ 8:45 AM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Bie ..!!!!! Aku rindu kau ..! Cepat aLik ..! Im waiting .. Haizz .. * Counting Days *

Postedo by S h A S h A @ 9:45 PM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Postedo by S h A S h A @ 11:32 AM

Yesterday Night i didn't sLeep weLL .. Kept thinking bout hym .. Tears fLow non-stop .. I miss hys hug ..! I can't stop thinking of hym .. Today 23rd June i wakes up at 11+am .. After i wakeup tears start to fLow again .. Thinking what's happening there .. What is he doing .. Have he eaten .. Haiz .. Worried & miss hym like heLL ..!!! Today i went out to Town with ma sibLings .. (Adeq,Yayan & Boy Faz) .. We watch movie @ CineLeisure .. * Drag Me To HeLL * After that we went to Hereen .. WaLk2 .. Take pictures .. Then we eat @ McD Lucky PLaza .. Eat .. Chit-Chat .. Take picture again .. I pretend to look Happy & CheerfuLL .. But deep inside im not .. I controL ma tears .. Haiz ..
* Bie ..! Aku rindu kau ..! I'LL B waiting for you ..!

And to ma beLoved Yayan ..
' Happy 16th Birthday'
Sorry tk dpt bLikn present ..
Love ya sooo much ..!

Postedo by S h A S h A @ 11:13 AM

Monday, June 22, 2009

Im sad & LoneLy .. I miss M.Azhari .. He's not by ma side .. I miss hys kiss, hug, laughter, & everything .. I need hym badLy .. How i wish this thing wouLdn't happen .. Im waiting in pain .. I pray you're safe there .. Do eat & T.Care of your heaLth aite .. Im sorry if i didn't visit you .. I scared i can't controL ma tears .. You know mie right ..? Im a Cry Baby ..! Im sorry dear .. You don't worry bout mie aite .. I know how to takecare of myseLf .. I wiLL wait for you .. After you've been reLease im sure everything gonna be fynd .. lOVE & miss ya M.Azhari ..!

The last msg i received from hym @ 2.45pm(22 june) ..

* Bie, T.care tau .. I da reach .. Love & miss you Nur Syahirah frm e bottom of ma heart .. I c ya soon .. Dun cry or sad kae bie .. Tiz wouLd be ma last msg .. Keep ur promise kae cyg .. Md Azhari Love u Nur Syahirah .. *hugs* mmuackss ..!

I totaLLy broke down after read hys last msg .. I hide myseLf inside the toiLet & cry like HeLL ..! There's nothing that i can do .. But he did the right thing .. TiLL when he wanna run & escaped ..

Dear, i wiLL update ya at ma bLog .. Whatever i do, went out, with who i wiLL update ya .. Love & Miss ya aLot ..!!!!!!!!!!!

* Im not going out today .. Juz sit ad home ..

Postedo by S h A S h A @ 9:01 AM